I will always be your wife

"When we grow old and have no kids around, 

We will sit on the bench 

And you'll be bragging about the young days 

Would never care for a good life 

Never complain about bad luck 

Your hand, I'll hold it tight 'Cause I'm your wife 

We married young and since the day.. 

You've been the one I look up to, the one who lead I through 

Have come to understand about life, about the ruthless game men play 

And I realize, no one can ever be more important than you 

Being your housewife, looking after the family 

I'd spent a lifetime, to finally understand 

Hidden in our everyday chatters and quarrels is true happiness

When the time comes, please go first dear 

'Cause I don't wanna see your tears shed over 

For it’ll be too much pain for me to bear"

A translation in english, and i found this song really meaningful.

Where i think all wives in this world should delicate this to their husband.

And for me, its for my hubby too.

MATHIAS LEE.

Good news!

I've got good news! (Well, for me it is!)

I've passed my evaluation on my 2nd try :) 69/70

I know it's probably nothing to many cos its just evaluation..

But to me, its a accomplishment.

cos' driving is never my thing, but art is.

Well, basically learning driving is literally learning for the sake of my daddy.

I texted him, and look what he says!

That's not only the good news!

NAFA sent me a letter and my school is commencing in 23 July :D

Im really excited!

 HOW CAN I NOT BE HAPPY TODAY!!!! 

You, Me and Our Future

How nice to have a family of our own. 

I know we're still young but it's never too late to have family planning.

(PS : Thats one recent sketch i did)

I've done countless of baby fair..

 and i always wonder how is it like to have a live living in my belly for 9 months.

Oh, Mathias and i was talking about our future.

Discussing what brand is good etc and even coming out with names!

We even decide how is our engagement party is gonna be like, 

not forgetting the actual traditional wedding dinner.

I'm gonna design my own dream wedding and source everything i can.

Not to say - Wedding Dress.

i hope i can design it myself in this 3 years in NAFA learning still life.

I mean like, it have always been my dream

 to design wedding gowns and be a wedding planner. 

I'm taking Fine Arts; Diploma in Western Painting.

Be a teacher.

Cos i felt that being a designer in Singapore cannot bring us any further.

Cos all SG do is to bring in foreign talent and not realising how good we actually are.

Being a teacher isnt a bad idea at all.

Our journey together

 ♥ A simple timeline sketching our perfect moments together  ♥

10 Days Challenges in a post.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.


Mathias: i'm madly in love with you.
Samantha: Once a friend, always a friend. I will always be there for you :)
Rolinda: Faster come back SG! Shijie and i misses you! So does Sammy
MeiLing: I dont know whats going through your life.. Whatever it is, im just a text away
Jennifer: Happy in love huh! Miss you babe
Steffany: Hi jie LOLOLOL.
JunTing: I miss you, see you for supper soooooon!
Shijie: You better take extra good care of Rolinda or you're dead.
Mommy: Thank you for everything mommy, i love you most
Daddy: Please be more understanding, but still i love you too.


Day Two: Nine things about yourself.


#1: At times i can be pretty confident of myself but sometimes, i feel like shit
#2: I love pink.
#3: Favourite cartoon character: Stitch
#4: I like to go shopping
#5: I enjoy clubbing.
#6: I throw tantrums like a kid.
#7: I love to change my phone covers -_-
#8: I drink goat's milk daily.
#9: Last but not least, Mathias is part of me.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

#1: Never confess fast, take it slow
#2: If sex is what you only think about, get away from me
#3: Show respect
#4: Leave me hanging. (Eg: Text me and make me miss you)
#5: Good morning and good night texts
#6: Be there when i need a friend
#7: Pamper me like a kid
#8: You'll never get me: I'm Mathias' Property :-)


Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

#1: Mathias
#2: Mathias
#3: Mathias
#4: Mathias
#5: Mathias
#6: Mathias
#7: Girlfriends and family


Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

#1: Going to Rebel alone
#2: Make my daddy angry
#3: Going to Hillgrove Secondary
#4: Disappointing my mommy from time to time
#5: Signing insurance -_-
#6: Saying things i shouldnt be saying when im angry or making promises when im happy.
(Sixth one is pretty random)


Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

#1: Mathias
#2: Mommy
#3: Daddy
#4: Samantha
#5: Rolinda


Day Seven: Four turn offs.

#1: Digging nose
#2: Ah lians
#3: Ah Bengs
#4: Amyy Snowie


Day Eight: Three turn ons.


#1: Hot kissing.
#2: Hot kissing
#3: I cant think of anything else -_-

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.


#1: Mathias
#2: My girlfriends

Day Ten: One confession


I look terrible when im at home. Fringe up, ugly PJs and specs. Gawd, i look like a ugly nerd. Nothing like my pictures. Kthxbai.

Flash Back

Baby and i had a really healthy weekend.

We watched a midnight movie at The Cathay.

THE VOW

The story line goes like this:  

Leo and Paige are a couple who just got married. After an accident, Paige is left unconscious, and when she awakes she doesn't remember Leo. Her parents, whom she hasn't since she and Leo got together, come and visit her. She can't believe that she hasn't seen them for such a long time. Leo wants to bring her home with him but her parents want her to go with them. She goes with Leo but when she doesn't recognize anything, she goes to her parents. And she wonders why did she cut off contact with her family. She also runs into her ex and wonders why they broke up. Leo tries to win her back by courting her again. -Source: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1606389/

IT'S AN AWESOME MOVIE.
It really caught my heart and got me sobbing away in the cinema.
Baby was wiping my tears away :')

We then headed to Yishun Dam where the Bee Hoon Monster exsist
Neh, just kiddin'. Only rats exsist T_T
I remember when Mathias first brought me there, he caught a star for me.
Not exactly catching a real star cos' thats wayyyyy impossible.

We were both lying on the concrete floor talking spotting shooting star.
Then he told me to use my hand to cover the brightest star.
Thats when he secretly pluck a part of the tissue and kept it in between his finger.
And ask, "Have you covered the star? Now im gonna pluck the star for you"
He then started to pluck through my hands and TADAHHHH!
The tissue! HAHA.
I was laughing like hell cos' he is full of tricks! Those little things just melts my heart.

My Friend, My Girlfriend now.. My Fiancee

Im here writing to my dearest fiancee about how special she is to me.

So here it is.
Baby, from the day that i've known you, you have never failed to make me smile no matter the situation. Be it me getting into trouble or me getting angry or losing my temper at something. Time flies and now we're already 3months together.

From day 1 of us knowing each other, hitting on each other, exchanging numbers, knowing about each other to spending time together, i've never felt a moment happier.

Now, im really confident of telling others that you're gonna be my wife, since you already are my fiancee. Since the day you said yes when i made that informal proposal to you. Being frank, i really didnt know why i did it, but deep down in heart... I told myself you were the one for me, and i'm not gonna be afraid even if i were to face a rejection at that point of time. I would try even harder to offer you a irresistable yes.

Knowing each other for 4months now, i personally am not really good looking or neither am i filthy rich. But what i can offer you is my unconditional love for you.

Everyday we learn more about each other, our bad/good habits. I can't put on a mask and act as a perfect guy that every girl wants, thats just not me. Here i am being myself and doing things for you from my heart, not going through my brain first tho. Accepting each other's flaws is what a relationship should be(although you dont have any). You accept me for who i am and what i am. From me having bad rashes after eating some food, and god my rashes are terrible. But never once you fail to apply ointment for me. Everytime i feel uneasy, you never fail to try and make me feel better. These are the things you do for me that makes my love for you go deeper and deeper each day.

What makes you special, is the things you do for me. From the first time you came over to my place even though you had a hang over just to make sure i was fine when i was down with a fever. Actions from you moved me and thats when i know, no matter what im going through, i cannot lose you. Being around you makes me feel as though i have the world in my hands, and everything just stops when you stare at me. Those eyes of yours just mesmerise me so much i cant stop staring(explains why you always ask me why im staring at you?)

Here it is baby, I ain't no handsome prince on a white horse. I ain't rich enough to get you branded goods. I don't drive a sports car. I don't have all the money in the world. But what i have, is a heart that loves you till it stops beating. I love you for who you are, i never expected you to change a bit for me, neither have i ever have the thought of you trying to change your habits. All i want in return is for you to love me for how much i love you. I love you my fiancee.

My love for you will never die; for i live to make you loved.