My Life Journal

My Friend, My Girlfriend now.. My Fiancee

Im here writing to my dearest fiancee about how special she is to me.

So here it is.
Baby, from the day that i've known you, you have never failed to make me smile no matter the situation. Be it me getting into trouble or me getting angry or losing my temper at something. Time flies and now we're already 3months together.

From day 1 of us knowing each other, hitting on each other, exchanging numbers, knowing about each other to spending time together, i've never felt a moment happier.

Now, im really confident of telling others that you're gonna be my wife, since you already are my fiancee. Since the day you said yes when i made that informal proposal to you. Being frank, i really didnt know why i did it, but deep down in heart... I told myself you were the one for me, and i'm not gonna be afraid even if i were to face a rejection at that point of time. I would try even harder to offer you a irresistable yes.

Knowing each other for 4months now, i personally am not really good looking or neither am i filthy rich. But what i can offer you is my unconditional love for you.

Everyday we learn more about each other, our bad/good habits. I can't put on a mask and act as a perfect guy that every girl wants, thats just not me. Here i am being myself and doing things for you from my heart, not going through my brain first tho. Accepting each other's flaws is what a relationship should be(although you dont have any). You accept me for who i am and what i am. From me having bad rashes after eating some food, and god my rashes are terrible. But never once you fail to apply ointment for me. Everytime i feel uneasy, you never fail to try and make me feel better. These are the things you do for me that makes my love for you go deeper and deeper each day.

What makes you special, is the things you do for me. From the first time you came over to my place even though you had a hang over just to make sure i was fine when i was down with a fever. Actions from you moved me and thats when i know, no matter what im going through, i cannot lose you. Being around you makes me feel as though i have the world in my hands, and everything just stops when you stare at me. Those eyes of yours just mesmerise me so much i cant stop staring(explains why you always ask me why im staring at you?)

Here it is baby, I ain't no handsome prince on a white horse. I ain't rich enough to get you branded goods. I don't drive a sports car. I don't have all the money in the world. But what i have, is a heart that loves you till it stops beating. I love you for who you are, i never expected you to change a bit for me, neither have i ever have the thought of you trying to change your habits. All i want in return is for you to love me for how much i love you. I love you my fiancee.

My love for you will never die; for i live to make you loved.