I will always be your wife

"When we grow old and have no kids around, 

We will sit on the bench 

And you'll be bragging about the young days 

Would never care for a good life 

Never complain about bad luck 

Your hand, I'll hold it tight 'Cause I'm your wife 

We married young and since the day.. 

You've been the one I look up to, the one who lead I through 

Have come to understand about life, about the ruthless game men play 

And I realize, no one can ever be more important than you 

Being your housewife, looking after the family 

I'd spent a lifetime, to finally understand 

Hidden in our everyday chatters and quarrels is true happiness

When the time comes, please go first dear 

'Cause I don't wanna see your tears shed over 

For it’ll be too much pain for me to bear"

A translation in english, and i found this song really meaningful.

Where i think all wives in this world should delicate this to their husband.

And for me, its for my hubby too.

MATHIAS LEE.

Good news!

I've got good news! (Well, for me it is!)

I've passed my evaluation on my 2nd try :) 69/70

I know it's probably nothing to many cos its just evaluation..

But to me, its a accomplishment.

cos' driving is never my thing, but art is.

Well, basically learning driving is literally learning for the sake of my daddy.

I texted him, and look what he says!

That's not only the good news!

NAFA sent me a letter and my school is commencing in 23 July :D

Im really excited!

 HOW CAN I NOT BE HAPPY TODAY!!!! 

You, Me and Our Future

How nice to have a family of our own. 

I know we're still young but it's never too late to have family planning.

(PS : Thats one recent sketch i did)

I've done countless of baby fair..

 and i always wonder how is it like to have a live living in my belly for 9 months.

Oh, Mathias and i was talking about our future.

Discussing what brand is good etc and even coming out with names!

We even decide how is our engagement party is gonna be like, 

not forgetting the actual traditional wedding dinner.

I'm gonna design my own dream wedding and source everything i can.

Not to say - Wedding Dress.

i hope i can design it myself in this 3 years in NAFA learning still life.

I mean like, it have always been my dream

 to design wedding gowns and be a wedding planner. 

I'm taking Fine Arts; Diploma in Western Painting.

Be a teacher.

Cos i felt that being a designer in Singapore cannot bring us any further.

Cos all SG do is to bring in foreign talent and not realising how good we actually are.

Being a teacher isnt a bad idea at all.

Our journey together

 ♥ A simple timeline sketching our perfect moments together  ♥

10 Days Challenges in a post.

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.


Mathias: i'm madly in love with you.
Samantha: Once a friend, always a friend. I will always be there for you :)
Rolinda: Faster come back SG! Shijie and i misses you! So does Sammy
MeiLing: I dont know whats going through your life.. Whatever it is, im just a text away
Jennifer: Happy in love huh! Miss you babe
Steffany: Hi jie LOLOLOL.
JunTing: I miss you, see you for supper soooooon!
Shijie: You better take extra good care of Rolinda or you're dead.
Mommy: Thank you for everything mommy, i love you most
Daddy: Please be more understanding, but still i love you too.


Day Two: Nine things about yourself.


#1: At times i can be pretty confident of myself but sometimes, i feel like shit
#2: I love pink.
#3: Favourite cartoon character: Stitch
#4: I like to go shopping
#5: I enjoy clubbing.
#6: I throw tantrums like a kid.
#7: I love to change my phone covers -_-
#8: I drink goat's milk daily.
#9: Last but not least, Mathias is part of me.

Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.

#1: Never confess fast, take it slow
#2: If sex is what you only think about, get away from me
#3: Show respect
#4: Leave me hanging. (Eg: Text me and make me miss you)
#5: Good morning and good night texts
#6: Be there when i need a friend
#7: Pamper me like a kid
#8: You'll never get me: I'm Mathias' Property :-)


Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.

#1: Mathias
#2: Mathias
#3: Mathias
#4: Mathias
#5: Mathias
#6: Mathias
#7: Girlfriends and family


Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.

#1: Going to Rebel alone
#2: Make my daddy angry
#3: Going to Hillgrove Secondary
#4: Disappointing my mommy from time to time
#5: Signing insurance -_-
#6: Saying things i shouldnt be saying when im angry or making promises when im happy.
(Sixth one is pretty random)


Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)

#1: Mathias
#2: Mommy
#3: Daddy
#4: Samantha
#5: Rolinda


Day Seven: Four turn offs.

#1: Digging nose
#2: Ah lians
#3: Ah Bengs
#4: Amyy Snowie


Day Eight: Three turn ons.


#1: Hot kissing.
#2: Hot kissing
#3: I cant think of anything else -_-

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.


#1: Mathias
#2: My girlfriends

Day Ten: One confession


I look terrible when im at home. Fringe up, ugly PJs and specs. Gawd, i look like a ugly nerd. Nothing like my pictures. Kthxbai.

Flash Back

Baby and i had a really healthy weekend.

We watched a midnight movie at The Cathay.

THE VOW

The story line goes like this:  

Leo and Paige are a couple who just got married. After an accident, Paige is left unconscious, and when she awakes she doesn't remember Leo. Her parents, whom she hasn't since she and Leo got together, come and visit her. She can't believe that she hasn't seen them for such a long time. Leo wants to bring her home with him but her parents want her to go with them. She goes with Leo but when she doesn't recognize anything, she goes to her parents. And she wonders why did she cut off contact with her family. She also runs into her ex and wonders why they broke up. Leo tries to win her back by courting her again. -Source: http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1606389/

IT'S AN AWESOME MOVIE.
It really caught my heart and got me sobbing away in the cinema.
Baby was wiping my tears away :')

We then headed to Yishun Dam where the Bee Hoon Monster exsist
Neh, just kiddin'. Only rats exsist T_T
I remember when Mathias first brought me there, he caught a star for me.
Not exactly catching a real star cos' thats wayyyyy impossible.

We were both lying on the concrete floor talking spotting shooting star.
Then he told me to use my hand to cover the brightest star.
Thats when he secretly pluck a part of the tissue and kept it in between his finger.
And ask, "Have you covered the star? Now im gonna pluck the star for you"
He then started to pluck through my hands and TADAHHHH!
The tissue! HAHA.
I was laughing like hell cos' he is full of tricks! Those little things just melts my heart.

My Friend, My Girlfriend now.. My Fiancee

Im here writing to my dearest fiancee about how special she is to me.

So here it is.
Baby, from the day that i've known you, you have never failed to make me smile no matter the situation. Be it me getting into trouble or me getting angry or losing my temper at something. Time flies and now we're already 3months together.

From day 1 of us knowing each other, hitting on each other, exchanging numbers, knowing about each other to spending time together, i've never felt a moment happier.

Now, im really confident of telling others that you're gonna be my wife, since you already are my fiancee. Since the day you said yes when i made that informal proposal to you. Being frank, i really didnt know why i did it, but deep down in heart... I told myself you were the one for me, and i'm not gonna be afraid even if i were to face a rejection at that point of time. I would try even harder to offer you a irresistable yes.

Knowing each other for 4months now, i personally am not really good looking or neither am i filthy rich. But what i can offer you is my unconditional love for you.

Everyday we learn more about each other, our bad/good habits. I can't put on a mask and act as a perfect guy that every girl wants, thats just not me. Here i am being myself and doing things for you from my heart, not going through my brain first tho. Accepting each other's flaws is what a relationship should be(although you dont have any). You accept me for who i am and what i am. From me having bad rashes after eating some food, and god my rashes are terrible. But never once you fail to apply ointment for me. Everytime i feel uneasy, you never fail to try and make me feel better. These are the things you do for me that makes my love for you go deeper and deeper each day.

What makes you special, is the things you do for me. From the first time you came over to my place even though you had a hang over just to make sure i was fine when i was down with a fever. Actions from you moved me and thats when i know, no matter what im going through, i cannot lose you. Being around you makes me feel as though i have the world in my hands, and everything just stops when you stare at me. Those eyes of yours just mesmerise me so much i cant stop staring(explains why you always ask me why im staring at you?)

Here it is baby, I ain't no handsome prince on a white horse. I ain't rich enough to get you branded goods. I don't drive a sports car. I don't have all the money in the world. But what i have, is a heart that loves you till it stops beating. I love you for who you are, i never expected you to change a bit for me, neither have i ever have the thought of you trying to change your habits. All i want in return is for you to love me for how much i love you. I love you my fiancee.

My love for you will never die; for i live to make you loved.

I love you not because i need you but i need you because i love you

♥ Mathias Lee Wei Hao ♥

That's my guy. The guy who goes miles just to make me happy. 

(I've totally no idea what to blog about. So i thought i would blog about things he did for me the past few months that melted my heart)

It's gonna be a extremely lengthy post, so bear with me.

HERE IT GOES.

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Baby told me he've got something really important and risky to attend.

And some pre-caution to take, just in case.

He got me really extremely worried sick that i couldn't sleep at all.

Then he called, "Baby, go to your door"

I walked hastily to my door, hoping to see him and found notes right at my door step.

I looked around but i didnt see him so i read the notes he did.

"To Dayna: I'm sorry i cant make it to accompany you on this very special day. 14th Feb 2012. (All because of work). I hope you really understand my dear =( I know you wanted to meet me after work to pass me what you have bought for me. You can pass it to me now tho.. I've something to tell you, but i think i should show it to you instead... 

Look out the window!!! Living Room"

And this is what i saw.

It was the eve of Valentines' Day.

I was really touched and i almost cried.

How sweet can he get?

 My first bouquet of roses from a guy.

It's still with me.

He secretly PM my girlfriend to text him so he would know my wherebouts and keep him updated where i would be and what was i doing. He lied to me that he was having some ops and when i was doing my manicure and pedicure.. He surprised me by walking in to the shop at Ion Orchard. GOD! Tears was at the edge of my eyes.

•  He drives me home everyday from Seng Kang to Choa Chu Kang despite how tired he is everyday after work.
• He brings me every week to the Hay Dairies Farm to buy my weekly supplies for Goat's Milk. (But now there is deliveries)
• Be there for me when my daddy was at the edge of disowning me.
• Bring me to wherever i want and whatever i want to eat
• He doesn't yell at me when i've done something wrong..
• He doesn't get impatient when i don't get it the first or second time or even maybe the tenth time.
• The guy who still says im beautiful when im fringe-less and in baggy PJs.
• Do silly things with me (Eg: Dance dares, bring chubby cheeks out ... ...)

THERE IS WAY TOOOOOO MANY THINGS TO LIST.

He's the guy that i never want to lose.

The search is over

I'm glad that i've found you.

Rants @#$%&!!!!

I can't help but to post again.

I have this thing stucked on my mind and i cant help but to say what i wanna say.

Girls should have respect to her friend (Guy)'s girlfriend and themselves.

Or maybe vice-versa.

".....Call me or text me if you need me"

I've seen girls commenting on facebook

Okay fine, i didnt see girls commenting it on people's facebook.

But it happened on my guy.

How on Earth would he need you? Who are you to him?

Wait, are you even his close friend?

Whoops, correction.

You're probably just a hi-bye friend, or maybe lesser.

I'm his wife.

Show some respect before you post/comment any shit on his wall.

Cos' i know i can bring him joy and happiness that no girls can.

I know that i can please him sexually the way he wants it.

(Maybe other girls does it better, but hello. It's making love, not some causal sex)

If you dont know what's the difference between sex and making love.

Ask Wikipedia.

I mean who doesn't wants to be everyone's best friend?

I understand, totally.

But first, you had already offended me once and what makes you think that i would come by and say,

"Oh hi, you're my guy's good friend"

You virally posted on your wall and said,

"Wonders why the hell ah lians always put Txy behind their fb name"

FOR YOUR F**CKING INFO: Txy stands for Tan Xin Yi

You don't even know my name and you judged me.

At least i dont call myself Snowie as my last name, it's mad hilarious.

What's more i know you used to or maybe you still have a crush on my guy.

I just want to let you know..

WE'RE ENGAGED AND NOTHING CAN SEPARATE US.

I might not be as pretty as you but i know that i have a better heart that you.

Not that i might live longer but i have a heart that is much kinder (character wise)

Yes, i am angry

Because i haven't done anything wrong/bad to you and I've never judged you. 

AND YES I WAS JEALOUS TOO.

I dont have flawless skin, sharp nose, pretty jawlines and mesmerising eyes like you.

Till i know what is photoshop.

I'm pretty in my own ways and i don't expect you to see me that way.

Cos' only Mathias sees me perfectly though im imperfect.

Okay, i feel so much better now.

I'm done ranting.

Happy Song Kran!

I've been away for 6 days in Thailand for a family trip.

It's pretty long.. For both Mathias and i.

I had fun shopping at the shopping mall opposite the hotel and their night market.

I went for Song Kran, getting wet and stuffs.

But i wasn't really enjoying myself cos' i wish he was there.. 

Mathias was really worried 'bout me.

PS: I was having terrible cramps, backaches and down with flu.

Mathias was going crazy without me 

especially when he wants me to go to his friend's 21st birthday (14/4/12). 

Sorry i wasn't there.

I'm heading home tomorrow and hun is gonna fetch me from the airport.

I can't wait to show him what i've got for him ^_^

6 days is killin' us. 

That's when we know we really needed each other

24/7

Our Song

THIS IS OUR SONG

Who's That Girl - Guy Sebastian.

In case if ya' wondering why is this our song!

We met at Arena (Club) and this song hits every part of our night we knew each other.

"I was on the mic.

Doing my thing on a friday night

(A memorable friday night at Arena)Had the floor burning up just right
Everybody was bumping', the club was jumping
Suddenly, you walked in

(I didnt walked in, Mathias' did. I walked in from the dance floor)
That's when everybody stopped dancing
And I couldn't stop myself staring
Yeah I couldn't breath, No I couldn't believe my eyes

(He told me this. WAY BEFORE WE KNOW THIS SONG!)"

Then this guy took my phone and dialed his number and called his phone.

Our texts was never ending.

"I never thought I'd fall in love in a club

(Who will ever thought that we'd be together? Both of us fell in love in the club.)
But now I seen you girl I can't get enough

(He cant get enough of me! Aww. HEY THATS WHAT HE SAID)
With you I know there's no taking it slow

(It took us a month to get together. It's really fasttttt)
So can somebody please let me know

[Chorus]

Tell me who's that girl

(He asked Steff who i was! HAHA)Just walk walk (walk) in the club
Tell me who's that girl
Just walk walk (walk) in the club
Tell me who's that girl
Just walk walk (walk) in the club
Just walk walk (walk) in the club
Just walk walk (walk), walk walk (walk), yeah

Before the night is through
Imma tell ya how I feel about you

And I know I got some work to do
To make you believe that you should be leaving with me

(He didnt exactly told me how he felt about me but his body language did. I

didnt realise till he told me. I didnt leave with him, he left for Nana's while i went home.)

I walk in the club it's over
All them other chicks might as well move over
Wanna know my name then you gotta get closer

(Mathias' asked for my name and we moved closer to each other)
Eyes on you too wanna get to know ya

(I was really drawn to Mathias, i swear! Just cant take my eyes off him)
Lemme run it down for ya, I'm not easy

(I'm not easy)
Some say caramel, you can call me evie

(Don't call me evie, i'm Dayna :P)
Wanna be the man in my life that please me
Gotta warn in, Once ya know me, you need me
Give you whip lash when I glide through the room
Five inch heals, watch how I move
Watch how I shake it to the beat, how I do
Know you wanna feel me, feel me shake it on you, yeah
The night could get crazy
But I gotta hold back, I'm a lady

(I acted like i don't care that night, but i had my eyes on Mathias)
Well who knows maybe I could be your baby

(I never thought we'd be together, calling each other baby)
Be your baby, be your baby

That's about it.

A song that represents us perfectly

This is real, this is me

Oh boy, its getting late and im still not asleep.

Silly guy called to check if i was asleep already.

Just finished watching Camp Rock, this is like my 1,2,3,4.... numerous time watching it.

It's bout this girl who always wanted to fit in and be popular for once this summer.

One lie that ruin everything.

But of course, it's a happy ever after (well, i mean its Disney show right?)

My Secondary school was a nightmare.

Guess i can't sleep is probably because i am still kinda worried bout my upcoming new school.

NAFA

"Everything is gonna be fine, Dayna."

I've been trying hard to convince myself over and over again.

OK, BULLSHIT.

But hey, that's not exactly the point of why am i not sleeping.

I just can't sleep properly.

Sheesh, im too used to his pressence.

Okay, whatever it is.. TIME TO SLEEP.

Goodnight Earthlings.



i love you, mommy & daddy

What im gonna blog about today relates to my parents.

This explains my header and video i've shared.

Well, Mathias' mommy played this song in the car when we were sending her to work.

It strucked my head when i heard this song.

So, i went googling/youtube and search for this song.

It's meaning really touches my heart, alot.

Parents are our everything.

Our mom/dad, our bestfriend and even our enemy.. A enemy that you can rely on.

Despite us being a teenage, being rebelious is part of growing up.

Cos' everything we do, it seems like our parents is obstructing us from 'fun'.

And that's what we called, enemy we can rely on.

And when our friends turned their back on us, thats when our parent turns into our best friend.

Somebody who listens, somebody who give us the biggest hug and tell us,

"Everything is going to be alright, darling. Don't worry, i'm right here for you"

Afterall, they are still our mommy and daddy.

Putting us to sleep, slowly 'sayang' our heads and at times.. cuddle us to sleep.

Who would actually be there for you when you needed somebody?

And that would only be our parents.

At times when we turn our backs to our parents, have we ever thought of them?

Watching you grow day by day, it's their best blessing they could ever wish for.

And here we are, turning our backs when we have new source of fun.

Y'know one thing about our parents?

THEIR WORRIES NEVER STOPS TILL THE DAY THEIR HEART STOPPED.

They worry you dont have sufficient food, sufficient money and worries someone might hurt you.

Literally, everything.

No idea, why am i here to typing a long entry 'bout parents.

My parents are my greatest inspiration and determination.

Everybody says, i'm a good girl who shows respect to elderly.

Well, im proud to say, "I'm brought up well by my parents. And i thank them for what i am today"

Love you mommy and daddy.

Memorable 21.

It's Mathias' advanced birthday! It's short, simple yet drunk celebration but definately memorable.

It may not be the best but i do wish its the best birthday he ever had, at least with me.

Tsk, this is his first.

Oh well, many much more to come! :D

i love you, Mathias <3

Love does not need time

I don't know why am i being so random, creating a blog now.

I was looking through the pictures i took with my boyfriend listening to Love Does Not Need Time.

OST of Hello Stranger. 

This song is so caught up in my head, keeping it on repeat. 

Everybody have no idea how happy i am since the day i've met Mathias. 

The happiness he brought to me that million of words can never describe it.

Each and every time i stay over, we have heart to heart talk.

Words that brought us together, truth to bring us one step closer.

Okay,cut the mushy crap.

GUESS WHAT AM I DOING?

Lying on his bed, watching movies and blogging while waiting for him to come back from work. 

I like this feeling.